Model Chrissy Teigen wrote an emotional note on the loss of her son on Friday and said she regretted not watching him when he was born.
Chrissy posted motley photos on Instagram from a shoot in Mexico that took place while she was expecting her third child, Jack. In the first image, Teigen is lying in bed, dressed in a white outfit. The second photo shows her with her husband, singer John Legend. She is seen sitting on the bed dressed in satin lace nightwear.
The third photo shows her sitting by the pool, wearing a transparent white outfit, all soaked.
“This is from our video shoot for Wild in Mexico. I was 10 weeks old and was out of my happy mind. I knew the video would take a little while to come together so I thought it would be cute to share our news with the world through the classic hand-on-stomach trick at the end. I could never have imagined what would happen over the next 10 weeks, ”she wrote on Instagram.
Chrissy Teigen added, “I’m not sure I can ever see this video again without sobbing, but I hope he feels my tears and knows that we miss him so much. He would’ve been here overnight by now – if he was like Luna and Miles, I would probably hold him as we speak.
“I’m so sorry I didn’t look at his face when he was born. I was so scared to see him in my nightmares that I forgot to see him in my dreams, ”added Chrissy Teigen.
Teigen, who has two children, Luna and Miles, said she suffers from remorse every day.
“This month is a rough reminder and to be honest I thought the worst was over but I guess life and emotions are not programmed. I love you in pieces and I am grateful for all of your support and love. I firmly believe that energy and healing travel through the night sky and I can feel it, I promise. and i love you jack. I miss you so much, ”wrote Chrissy Teigen.
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